Not gonna lie, but I’ve been feeling kind of lost lately. Often feel the need to totally disconnect from the world of social media, and forget everyone that I have ever known and to totally start a new life. This sounds really tempting, but as a person who holds great sentimental value to little things, it honestly makes it much harder to do it.
you always talk about how it took me so long to get over you. but have you ever stopped to think that maybe it was because you always strung me along. for years every couple months you’d give me hope, tell me that it’d be us, that when you became the man you wanted to be you wanted me by your side. so i’m sorry if i believed you. i’m sorry if i loved you despite everything. i hope you know i’m not that girl anymore, i don’t love you. it took a while but i let you go. i can live without you and be truly truly happy.
4am